My thought,My life and My view....

New Year With the tears

2012-01-07T01:34:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year all...

Just find out that somebody is hurting me again.....

Stuck with the "feeling" things....

Just hate it when someone knows that they hurting ur emotionally but keep doing the same thing again and again...

*sigh*

Maybe i'm just a stupid person in their eyes.....
its ok....maybe they are right...

*haishhhhh* (again sighing....)

I just wanna scream out loud...to their faces....and tell them how much i'm getting hurt.........

*haishhhh......*

But..its ok.....if they threat me as i'm no body to them...then treat me in that way......

i just getting bored with them....

Happy New Year all.... with the tears at the corner of my eyes....

*for heaven sake...who am i for you? a stupid dumb2 little girl?????????"

crying inside

2011-10-16T01:48:00.002+08:00

Tears..sadness..no one knows..
Smile and laugh
Pretending everythings will be ok
I.'m just tired

will you know the pain inside me?
I bet you won't
cuz you only care of yourself..

Oh tears,
let me be glad cuz u r the only
loyal companion to me
beside You my Lord..

be me?

2011-10-03T18:04:00.001+08:00

Don't say i'm weak when you know that i've been crying all nite long,
Don't you know that i cried becuz i've been too strong all this time?
Don't say i'm judging those people who come and interfere in my life,
Don't you know that their real attitude are right in front of my nose and i just told u what i saw?
Don't say that i am too ego to admit my mistakes,
Don't you know that i tried to back myself up while u are too busy backing up other people who doesn't need it?

Try to be me for a while,
Try to be in my shoes..
But no you won't,
cuz you are not being fair with me
and what its important is u are not me..
Cuz being me is not easy as being u..

busyy bee

2011-08-16T11:23:00.002+08:00

I am a busy bee,
buzzing here and there,
Busybody i'm certainly not..

Like others i need my time expand,
but can i do that?
Hohoho
anyway i like the life with the busy stuff

but still i am tired with life..
Still that rest i must,
and that's me
busy as the bee

(i never thought i can write the crazy poem here hehe)

Blessed day ahead guys

Busy

2011-08-04T13:14:00.002+08:00

Just another busy day..

Haishhhh..lots of things need to be done..

And its my 2nd day join my muslim friends fasting (just wanna diet hihih)

And here is my table..its realy not organized when i busy as bee..

Hmmmm,looks like i still dunno hw to upload pics from my mr.sams

bah,blessed day ahead..hihihi

my new gadget

2011-08-01T19:36:00.002+08:00

Last sunday,i went to karamunsing to attend my keyboard class..but seems like i was too early
then i went to see a mobile phone (just to see lah)..but i couldn't take my eyes from this gadget.
So,i decided to buy it!
Now wala! Meet my Mr.Sams,the samsung galaxy tab.
Now i can online whenever i want to..

My reviews on Samsung Galaxy Tab..
I do like it very much!
User friendly
can be use as phone as well..

d(^^)b

so have blessed day ahead guys.
And to my muslim friends..happy fasting

New Me...

2011-07-28T22:51:00.003+08:00

I forgot to update my blog since forever... :P..
Since what happened to me recently...
(yeahh..somebody which is dumb enough terasa with my status in FB)
I think i need another place to say what is inside me....

Well....i don't care about those who see i'm easily to be bully....go ahead...
Like i said...God knows.... :)....

Hahaha...forget about that....but hey...i have a new haircut....Oh yes i did! hahaha...but...i didn't like it too much...need to repair it....but still i need to wait till my hair grow a bit longer....

Life need to go on no matter what..... hohoho.....

Bah....see ya

Have a blessed day ahead guys~~

Stupid people..

2011-07-26T00:11:00.002+08:00

Why on earth that stupid person wanna "terasa" with my status in FB if he/she doesn't done anything wrong to me????????????????????????????

And why on earth this somebody wanna cover this stupid person acts???...

And we ended up with a big fight............................!!!!

Use your brain to think lahhhhh......the status in my FB is not for u!.....

(sorry..this the only way for me to say what inside my mind out loud)....

When i lost my big bro.....

2011-05-23T20:39:00.004+08:00

15.05.2011.... I lost my dear big bro.............his last words to me during few weeks b4 he gone...

"Jan lupa check2 keta ko....tu minyak clucth....brake..soma2"

:(......

I'm hurt.......................when i saw him on the hospital bed....

He have a high blood........but he never went to have his checked up.....

And when he suddenly collapse in my cousin's house.......

And during the funeral mass..........i couldn't stop myself from crying....

and till now........its feel like a dream.............i couldn't believe that i lost my dear big bro...

But..God's will....who knows.....

To my dear big bro the late Anderson Anggun................ I know you know that i love you so much......

I know you will always protect me and watch me as usual..even if i didn't see you anymore...

Till someday we'll meet again...in His eternal kingdom.... :)

" Death leaves heartache....no one can heals..."
"Love leaves memories.....no one can steals...."
" Rest in peace my dear big bro....."

OMG!

2011-03-22T19:11:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha....Oh My Goshhhhhhhh! I forgot to update my blog as i'm too lazy to update it....i don't have many ideas to talk in here.....maybe becuz of the dunno how to say....

I'm actually out of words...or my life turn to be so usual now...and usual means boring!

Need to find something that makes me alive..... :D

Anyone?....i'm just bored....

Happy Fasting to my Christians friends... ;)

And blessed day ahead~~

I almost......

2011-01-13T19:53:00.003+08:00

Yeps.... I almost cried in my class today...............
It was kinda hurt me when i scolded my pupils....and i'm not talking about the average pupils...
I'm talking about the weak pupils...even though i thought that it was for their goods...but i didn't realized that.. *sigh* they need my attention more than the others......

When i realized the mistakes that i've done...i'll try to cool down myself and talk with them with the soften voice.......and i could see the progress that they made... This almost make my tear down....

Pupil A :" Teacher...it this correct?"

Me : " Just make sure that your handwriting is neat and your spelling is correct.."

Pupil A : " Ok teacher..."

This conversation is better than this one...

Me : " What are you trying to write there??!! Your handwriting?! You only copying the text but still doing a lot of mistakes????????????!!!!!"

Pupils : .............................

Yeahh...i've learned something today... i've learned that

PATIENCE IS NOT A FLOWER THAT GROWS IN EVERYONE GARDEN...."

It is so true...but if patience is a flower... than why not try to grow it in the little garden in our hearts?... :)

And today incident will absolutely the turning point in my career as a teacher...

Blessed day ahead guys...~~

day 13 in 2011

2011-01-13T00:55:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiii....happy new year guys...lots of things happened since the last updated from me...

School holidays...then the Christmas day...and........... :).....i just can't share it to all of you...cuz it make me cry... As my new resolution for this year..(one from the RESOLUTIONS)is trying to see thing from the positive side...i'll try to set up my mind that...things happened for a reason... I just feel so blessed that i am surrounded by those who i really count as i can lend their shoulder for me to cry on............. :) (i'm no saying that i'm crying..its just the..u know.... :D )

Promise is a promise...
And i need to make sure if i promise thing to someone...i'll try to make it....
But...sometimes i broke my promise because of some rational reason....well...its like u promise to buy sweets for ur niece or nephew ( i'm not marry yet... hehe) if they "kuai2" with u when u brought them to shop...but then u realize that sweets is not a healthy food..and then u change them to something totally different from what u promise.... :)... or in the simplest way to say...u broke ur promise for their good..... (anyone understand me??) hahahahaha...

And that happened to me....not all of the time but sometime....and for those who i ever broke my promise...i'm sorry......

So...Happy New Year everyone.....are we ready to hold to our promise this year? One is for sure...He promise that He will come.....and He will come...its only matter is when?....how?...and are we ready for the coming of HIM?.......Tick..tock...tick..tock.....~~

Blessed day ahead guys......

Night Dive

2010-11-01T08:42:00.002+08:00

COugh...Cough................Morning all....

Suddenly i'm not feeling well...maybe because of the coldness after night dive on last saturday...

Talking about the night dive.....

Its been such a great first experience............Grrrrrrrrrrreat.......

I couldn't explain the view during the night dive......dark of course...hahaha..but we have the
underwater torch....so..need not to be scared...hihihih...~~

Meet up at the Jesselton Point at about 4.30pm...makes me so excited...

Nervous + Excited...butterflies all around my stomach...hihihih....

The adrenalin rush in my body...hua hua hua...

We at last arrived in Sapi Island Jetty...and its getting dark...My Instructor Marshall explained to three of us....which are new in this night dive the signal of the diver...

1st...we dive near the jetty...its really funnt cuz we all too closed with each other..and i admit that i'm a bit nervous and really need somebody beside me close...hahha panakut....and at one point..
we all switch off all of the torch...and i play with the plankton......its seems like fireflies underwater.......hihihiihihi..but b4 that...i hold my friend's hand so tight but i let it go slowly as i kneel down on the sand and playing around with the plankton which called Fish light...

2nd dives...we went a bit further from the jetty and the direction is moving toward the jetty....
this time i tried to not to close with the others as i make sure there was a gap between me and my instructor...i could see a lots of different creatures out in the night...and u know what..
I KNOW THAT THE FISHES SLEEP!! hahahaha...its funny though but that's the fact..
i can touched the fishes without getting the fishes ran away....and i saw a little alien ( i called it) but its actually the little squid...i can't remember the squid name..bobtail squid?..ermmm...

haishh unlucky...i forgot to bring my underwater casing..........

ahhhhhhhhhh chiu...........excuse me............ i think...i better stop now.....

so...guys....have a blessed day ahead ya....

Dive with Danny............................

2010-10-04T20:40:00.006+08:00

Last saturday....went to dive with Danny..............hohoho...

1st dived was consider a deep dive...it's about 26.9 meter....it was somewhere around Sapi Island
at Hanging Garden......

2nd dived was 22meter.....was somewhere around Sapi island as well...at Clement reef...

1st dive...not so many things to see....still struggling with my buoyancy....so...capture a lots of my friend's picture......well...i'm still new in this field wut...

2nd dive...i gave my camera to Danny my friend to try it...and the current was so strong that we all drifted away from each other....unluckily... i had problem with my ears..........duhhhhhhhh...couldn't equalize....darnnnnnnnn...hahhaa...so here the pictures..........enjoy it... :)

Me..... hehehe

The view of the sea.... :)

Fishy..fishy..and the soft coral...

me and danny

Me doing the safety stop...~~

ok all....that's all for now..... blessed day ahead ya...~~

Hmmmmm........................................

2010-09-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

Missing someone badly tonight...................

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..............................................

I don't know what will happen between me and him...

I truly believe in God....

:P

Blessed night ahead guys~~

The Benefit of Apricot

2010-09-29T20:19:00.003+08:00

I like to eat some dried fruit recently...

After my diving session on Saturday...i went to buy some dried fruit...and i saw the dried apricot..

Without knowing the benefit of Apricot...i bought 300g and it cost me RM13.12 (haiyaaaa..)

But...its taste so good that i will have it after my meals and while watching the TV's show...

Wondering the benefit of the Apricot, i surf on the net and walahhh...there are a lots of benefit of it.....and u can find more when u click HERE.... :P

The dried Apricot...

Nyummmyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~

Hehehe...so...hopefully the info will helped us towards the better health...~~

Blessed day ahead Guys..................... :)

Diving again...~~

2010-09-28T20:11:00.006+08:00

Last Saturday....i went to dive again.................wohoooooooo...

I just brought my S90 + the waterproof casing....

hihiih...and here some of the pics...................

(No face of mine...cuz i'm the one who took the pics....haishhh...~~)

Lionfish... :)
some view from underwater

my friend...Jer buat skill tabalik2...kin panas...hahaha

Ok lah aaaaaaaaaaaa... the Update from me..... Want to have a scuba dive with me??...hihihihi....come lor....

Blessed day ahead guys...~~

thinking...and thinking...

2010-09-27T21:04:00.004+08:00

I'm not doing anything because other person..

I'm doing it for the sake of myself...

People always compare me to the others...

Heiii..Please..................i'm not compete with anyone...

I only compete with myself....

If any progression i've made....then its a big improvement to me................

If u want to make fun or laugh in every single moment that i've failed...(and i've looked stupid in front of u............) just laugh lah..i don't care...cuz i know myself..a slow learner...

But...ur attitudes who looking down on me will be my motivation to prove u all...

Not now...not tomorrow...but someday...yeahhhh...

:)...

Blessed night ahead guys....~~

walahhhhhhhhh...new face of my blog...

2010-09-27T14:10:00.004+08:00

After a while...i'm not interested of updating my blog...now..today...the makeover of my blog...!! Yeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.......

hehehe....using seaworld for my theme is really suit me the most...hohohohoh....

So....Just wait for my next entry....~~

Blessed day ahead guys....

p/s : Thanks to template-blogger.com

Truth?...

2010-08-31T22:46:00.002+08:00

What do u feel if someone that u trusted so much not telling u thing that u suppose to know?...

Feel betrayed???....

Will not trusting him/her anymore???.......

Whatever izzit....i face the situation now...

Disappoint....Hurt.....Big Question mark....

Hmm....it's happen to me all the time....easy to put my trust on people....

AT last.....when the truth reveal.........i'm the one who hurt so much...

God....please let me forgive and forget......

Have a blessed night ahead guys....

p/s :.......I'm blogging again......with the 1st not so good entry..... :)

Escape to Taiwan.....

2010-07-19T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hohoh.......................maybe its not too late for me to share with u guys about the 3 night 4 days trip to the Lha Famosa ...aka Taiwan..............

I'm just coming back from Taiwan today.....and its been a tiring day..but still i'm smiling though...

Hmm...don't think i can stand anymore tonight...........will share with u guys maybe tomorrow....

haiyaaaaaaaaaaa........talking about tomorrow...........it will be my working day...so....

see u guys in my next post about the Lha Famosa yaaaaa...

Blessed night ahead......................~~ ZZzZZZZZzzzZZZzZZZzzz

It's not easy..

2010-07-14T17:13:00.002+08:00

It is not easy when someone think that u don't have any right to say anything about their choices when they themselves come to u and asking for the opinion.....

That's what happened to me today............
I nearly cry when i read the sms from someone...
and i still wanna cry when i think of it.....

" Don't tell me that i don't have any option if u don't have any concrete reason"

I'm not the kind of person who being so stupid giving my opinion without any concrete reason...
and of course all of us have many option in front of us....its just the way we look unto the option...
even sometime...the option will be a bit difficult for us to achieve our goal....but still....we will achieve it..........

Well....i guess........my opinion doesn't seem like important to that person anymore....

And at least i know where exactly i stand right now...

~ Blessed day ahead........

The craziest side of me... :P

2010-06-26T11:13:00.010+08:00

Hi guys.........i am in the staffroom right now alone...(yeah i know what u guys mind...saturday pn keja kah sigu????.......)...my extra classes for y6 pupils was finished just now....yet i'm still here waiting for the person who in charge of "selenggara" the school's computer lab....lalalalala...

So...what am i going to share with u guys is.........hahahaha...mcm skema jg kan...alala....x3...LOL...
Part of me which only certain people know....yeahhh...THE CRAZIEST part of me...

On last Thursday...(the which i like the most...)..becuz of the free time i had....(no classes in the morning...) so.......hahaha...just looked at the pictures...all the pictures were taken in the staffroom......(The GB was in the class during that time.... :) )...

1st pic.....

2nd pic.....i was thinking..."apalah si kique buat nie.."

"Nahhh....pandai naik sudah pen p dagu dia....isk..isk..."

" alalalalala........pa kena sama ni anak nieeeeeeeeeeee..."

Hahahaha....thats the 1st chapter of the sketsa......now......let us see the 2nd chapter of the sketsa....LOL

"hmmm..sepa lah dia pikir nie..."

Me :" Apa ko tgk2.....??? Ada hutang kah???"
Kique : " Yaiiiiiiiii...marah??? Pemarah jugaaaaaaa......"
Me : " Eeeeeeeeeeeee..gerammmmmmnya sa koooo......!"

Kique : "Upps......mangamuk sudah owhhh"

Me : " Ishhhhhhhhhhhhh....ko kantut kah?????? Punya men bauuuuuuu"
Kique : "aduiiiiiiii.....malu saaaaaa....mirah sdh muka saaaa........deiiii"

hihih..so...that's all for my update... enjoy ya..~~ btw....its happen 10 minutes b4 the recess time actually... and we both don't have any classes.... :)

Finally updating my blog....

2010-06-21T19:56:00.002+08:00

hahahahaha........updating my blog finally.....

seems like i'm in the not so good mood........so....there is not much i like to share with ur guys...

except......i did my AOW already....i now...i'm proudly to pronounce i'm the new comer of divers...uakakakakaka....ereiii.....

I did 7 dives during the holidays.....its great!! and i really love it....but........just waiting for the right time......to buy an underwater camera...................~~

Haishhhhhhhhhh dreaming again...............the great view of the underwater...........huhuh

Welcome Chloe Ann ~~

2010-05-05T23:06:00.005+08:00

Heii...did i share with ur guys that i already have a new niece recently???? Thanks God...my sis safely delivered a cute and healthy baby girl...heheh....Trisha Carmen's lil sis....

hohoh...she's name is Chloe Ann De Guzman...i haven't met her yet....but my bro in law tagged me in his album photo in FB...so..here u are.... my newborn niece " Baby Chloe Ann"....

Isn't she adorable??...hohoh....i'm looking forward to meet her...
hihii....

So...that's for the update guys.... blessed days ahead ya... *wink *wink....

FEVER!

2010-05-03T01:14:00.003+08:00

OMG! I got fever...and this fever is different with the other fever.....
And what????????!!!
I've got S.D FEVER?????
....and what is S.D stand for????...
its not like H1N1 kind of fever aaa.....(Palis2.....)
It's a SCUBA DIVING fever!!....
hahah I'm looking forward to have another dive with my diver friends.........
hhohohoho....*wink...
Have a great dive during last saturday....1st May....in Pulau Sapi....
Meet new people...made friends....woooow......
And now...back to the reality of working life...
haishhh *sigh....

Hei...come and dive with me sometime...if not always.....hohohho

So...till the moon kiss the sun.....Muahksssssssssssss...blessed day ahead guys...~~

When a Girl.............

2010-04-28T15:52:00.003+08:00

Dedicated to all the gentlemen out there....please understand us... :).....

Blessed days ahead ya....*wink...*wink...

My Journey.......

2010-04-27T16:17:00.003+08:00

Boring...................but here i am...in the course again....Hi IPGM Kent...... huhuhuh...

Blessed day ahead guys...~~

Duhhhhhhhh......acne on my nose!!

2010-04-25T10:46:00.003+08:00

I thought it was only a small acne....but to my surprise...it's already reddish and my oh my...i have an ugly nose in this whole world.....hahahah...but it's ok....who asked me to scratch my nose yesterday................hahahah teda keja.....so...here is my pic.... *wink...*wink...

hahaha...still acting cute with the acne on my nose... ~~

Blessed day ahead guyssssssssssss.................... ~~ *wink *wink.....

During my dive...

2010-04-22T00:12:00.005+08:00

hahaha....ok...Finally.....i've got my 1st picture (wpun satu jak) when i dive the other day...

Nah...take a look at me... :)

couldn't see my face because of the mask....
tapi my trademark...peace..nda bulih lari...hahaha...

so??? anyone interested to dive with me???????????.......will go dive again this coming 1st of May.... :D...hihihih...btw....i already be a part of PADI diving society...yeyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... kunun...

heheheh........... V(^^)V.....

so..guys.... that's all for now...... Blessed days ahead ya... ~~

Hoho..SIYOK!

2010-04-20T22:12:00.002+08:00

Like what i said in my last post...i went to dive last saturday....Wowwwwwww!

But i still don't have any picture to share with u guys...

Will go again on the 1st May..

A bit struggle with my buoyancy..........alalalala...mcmana mo amik advance ni kalau mcm ni...

My instructor ask me to try 3 weights during my second dive.........urghhhhhhh! Need to learn more for my breathing.........haishh.....

Actually, my dive buddy took a pic of mine during the 1st dive...tiak taw bila dia mo kasi sa...
satuuuuuuuuuu jak ni pic sa...nda puas ati btl ehhh.......kawan sa.....bnyk nie...kin panas...hahahahah...bagus kalau perempuan....lelaki jg nie... (erks ada pa2 kah???? drg dua nie???hoohohoho...)

Oklah...that's all for the blog update...Blessed day ahead guys..

YEY!!!Will do it again~~

2010-04-15T23:25:00.005+08:00

Hei Hei...Finally...the works that need to be done have already done by me...
Being stress out this few days...makes me don't have any mood to receive any phone calls by my friends especially him....being stayed up late at night lately...tension bah tu...hohoh..

But finally...its weekend!! Yey..............i'm going to dive again this saturday!!!!!woaaaahhhhh...
can't wait for it!!! hohoh.. but a bit nervous cuz it's been a month since i've got my diving license....
bulih kah sa buat lagi tu aaar??? hahahahaha......

Things that i need to prepare before my dive....(YEY!!!can't stop myself from smiling...heheh)
1) Sun Block!!! <---i forgot to apply any sunblock during my 1st dive and the consequence...u still can see my tanned skin....uakakakaka.....

2) Camera's housing????? <--------urghhhhh...still thinking of the budget to buy this camera's gadget...its cost me around RM300 smthing....lalalalala......

3) Avoid the flu <----can't i?????? hahaha....i was flu during my 1st dive....and make my performance looked bad but still ok.....well...my advice...if u have any flu...don't go for a dive.. the water pressure will be affected ur ears....( just like when u are aboard....need to yawn or chew a chewing gum to clear ur ears... but if u are in the ocean????? hahaha...well don't worry there are few technique to clear ur ears...)

4) Build up my confidence....<---hmmm....this one...can't share it here..heheh....kana cari sendiri hohohoh................

5)...last but not least <---i need to improve my buoyancy technique
.........hohohoh......harus!!!

hmmmm before that..... just wanna share with you the underwater picture that i grabbed from Scuba Zone Borneo KK group from my FB...its taken by my instructor Mr. Marshall Foo..

Taken by Mr. Marshall Foo Instructor/divemaster of
Scuba Zone Borneo *wink...~~

ok lah guys..will update it sooner after my dive this coming saturday....~~
Blessed day ahead ya... ~~

During the weekend..............

2010-04-11T19:02:00.006+08:00

I supposed to go back to KB this week for attending my friend's wedding...
But unfortunately, i need to do some extra classes for my pupils...
so...what have i done during the whole weekend???

Went to the extra class and did some photo editing (lamaaaaaaa sudah sa kasi tggl)

...this are the result...............( i just learned some new technique from my cousin...)

according to my kazen's fren...i still need to do some toning for this pic...hihih ok...
will do so....what can i say...this is my 1st editing using TOPAZ...

*wink.......so what say u??????

Ok....that's all for the update guys.....haishhhhhhhhhhhh.....blessed days ahead ya...

Blessed Easter....

2010-04-05T19:06:00.006+08:00

Thursday...

Went back home and arrived KB about 5.30pm...

Tried to get a nap....but couldn't....woke up about 6.30pm and took a bath...

Went to attend mass for holy thursday...

And reached at home at about 12.45am...(masa berjaga2....sa ikut bah...hohoho)

Friday

- Woke up at about 5.45 am...preparing myself...then went to church..tumpang si Father to
Bukit Pibabasan for The station of the cross ....

Jauh nie....plus tinggi...terkapus2 sa nie...

The cross.... :)
muka-muka kepanasan.....hohohoh..

Back at home...around 9.30 am......sleep till 1.30pm......woke up..preparing myself to church...

After church...5.30pm.....send my parents back at home then went to have something to eat with
my frens....stay back at church to decorate the church for the Easter Vigil's mass....till 11.30pm

Back at home....did some works...then sleep........

Saturday

Woke up earlier....did some housework before went to church for the choir's practice....sekali tgk....been asked to replace the reader for this nite...haishhh...
oklah... after the choir's practice....went back home....preparing myself....15 minutes b4 7pm....went to church....and 7.30pm the mass started.....till 12.10am...
went to cari makan with a few friends.....till 12.45am....back at home at about 1 am.....

ketaralah bah galap sudah ni......berbelang2 sudah sa..hahahaha

Sunday....

Woke up earlier (again)....went to Easter's Mass....... supposed going back to Ranau today..but...i sms my GB and PK1 asking for 1 day off for Monday....
Back at home...sleep from 9.30am - 4.30 pm...i was so tired...till i couldn't replied any sms from my friends that wish me for the Easter celebration...

hmmm....panjang kan?????hahahaha.....at least i'm updating my blog for now...
*wink.....

blessed day ahead guys...and Blessed Easter to all of u... ~~

Yadadada...hahahaha.....

2010-03-29T23:31:00.004+08:00

Gosh...hmmm..ok...i don't know how to start my blog today...but....hahahah...i just want to laugh
when my friend Terrance Leong uploaded the Tadika pic and tagged me in FB...

Ok..ok....just look at the picture below and let me know....which of these bunch of kiddo you guys think is me....hehehehe.....

hohohoh...so...any idea which one is me????

so...that's all for now..... :)..... Blessed day ahead... ~~

OMG! Couldn't believe it....! hoho

2010-03-20T15:47:00.007+08:00

Hohoo.....sorry it's been a while i didn't updated my blog...

been busy this few days...

But what i'm gonna share with all of u here is.....I'm into a new hobby now....

and guess what????.....SCUBA DIVING.....hohoh...couldn't believe myself could dived till

16m (about 53 feets) in the sea........its a wowwwww.....for those who couldn't swim like me...

hohoh....... but so sad...i did brought my camera but...i was scared to take it out....(nnt kana air laut bahhh.............) but....yeahhhhhhhhhhh i did it..and one of my resolution for this year achieved!!

My experience....hmm...yeahhhh...1st i'm a bit panic.....that's really true...but thanx to my very patient instructor Mr. Marshall...everything was just fine....we will meet again one day Mr. Marshall....cuz i know i need to improve myself to be a good diver like u... U ARE MY IDOL!!hoho...

Hmm...talking about breathing in the water...hei..no worry guys....the regulator help u to breath as usual...what u need is just don't be panic and trust ur regulator... :D...for those who couldn't swim like me...don't worry...the BDC will make u float..hehe.....

Just couldn't believe that...i already dived into a sea...and saw the beautiful scenery inside the sea......haishhhhhhhhhhh.....am i dreaming????No it wasn't a dream..hohoho...

so..that's all for now guys...my skin is a bit tanned now...hohoho....ndapa...masih maintain cute maaa.....hohoh.....Couldn't wait till the next holidays for a dive....hahaha.....

Have a blessed day ahead guys.........God bless us... ~~
p/s...sorry don't have any photos to be share here....the photo will be shared in next dive i think.... hohoh..God's will...God's will...

Back to school again..

2010-03-07T23:16:00.003+08:00

After 2 weeks i been out of the school for some SERI PADUKA reason...

Now..i'm back....and i know there will be a lots of works need to be settle down...

Hohoh...ok lah....

But..i miss somebody who doesn't miss me...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

School holidays is just around the corner...

Want to take my scuba diving license if...that somebody bring me...

But....don't think it will goes as i planned.......

Need to plan another activities for my school holidays..........

Think that's all for my update...hohoh...no ideas what to write at all...

Blessed day ahead... ~~

MSSD RANAU..

2010-02-23T20:28:00.002+08:00

22-25 of February...

4 days as a Pengurus makanan for the Zon Selatan's Track and Field Team....

Haishhhh..hahaha....i'm gonna reveal my secret here..

I DON'T LIKE TO COOK!!...but seems like whatever things i don't like..will be given to me...

GOSH!!! Tapi..it's ok....

So...today...my pupil..Rina...(the only one representing SK.Kemburongoh) win the 100m in the 3rd place...YEY!!!!!! It's a good news for me of course lahh...why??..i'm the one who trained her before she went to have her training in SK. Gana-Gana...

Heheh... SMILE on MY face...d(^^)b can't wait for tomorrow...hihih...

Blessed day ahead ya...~

TIDAK PUAS HATI!

2010-02-21T01:48:00.003+08:00

What ever izzit....
The point finger will pointing to my nose.....
"IT UR FAULT!"

Again..........IT MY FAULT!
Why don't YOU...(who ever u are)...
Think back....what have you done to me...
Till i felt very UPSET + MAD at YOU!

Now......YOU just SIMPLY point UR FINGER to me and said..
"ITS WAS YOUR FAULT! AND YOUR FAULT!"

Gosh...........try to ask apologize with you...
but never been accepted....
OK....now my conclusion...
No matter big or huge ur mistakes that u've done to me...
i never point my finger and blame u...in fact...i forgive u...

But..when i confront u and asking a bit of ur care...then u blaming me..

God...help me to let got this arrogant person...

(T_T)...........

p/s...sorry for this post....i just don't know whom should i share my feelings....
and found out that....here is the only place i could talk with and share all my feelings...
Sorry for making u all reading this junk post...

Crying again....

2010-02-20T09:32:00.003+08:00

Don't Know how to say it out....

No One would probably hear me...

The inner me is waiting to explode...

Try harder to be patient...

Try to show people around me that i'm stronger...

But....i'm so fragile right now...

And..now...here i am...crying again....

Goshhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This what happened when i getting bored at work.... hehe...

2010-02-16T20:05:00.016+08:00

Last Friday....i just getting bored all of sudden...

It was coincidence ...our school was visited by the klinik kesihatan...( You know...when we were in primary school...we given the injection by the nurse when we were in primary one????)

So...i grabbed Mr. Nik and started to shoot the faces of the year 1 pupils...
But to my surprised not even one of them cried when they were give the injection....! wow...
but still i've got this one pic of the boy cried BEFORE he were given the "shot"..(tapi..masa kana jarum nda menangis....heran..........@@)

Nah...here is the pic...

So pity with this little boy...but...he just doing great during the injection...hahaha...
kana psiko jak tu nampak jarum...hehehehe

Ok.....after watching the year one pupils being injected... yaaaa... i was till bored...till i got an idea...
" Why not taking the pictures of my colleagues with the different view????? " ( different view here means...with the different types of pictures that we usually took...err...just see the picture lah.... :P)

The photography session took only several minutes... but full with laughter... cuz all of my colleagues were not familiar with the lighting that i used....(Using my SB600 to create the dramatics feel...kunun....hahahahaha....)

It's hard for me to explain here....just looked at this picture...

hehehehe.....its oso including my GB, PK1..and PK KOKUM... :P

Hehehehe....behind the serious faces...hiding lots of lots of laugh..........tee hee hee...

And this was the picture of the day.....(uakakakkakakakaka....)

I called this pic..."The mokiroyou One..." (hmmm....did u all realized it??..i looked like wearing contact
lens in this pic.....hak hak hak....)

That's all for now....enjoy the pics...and have a blessed day ahead.......
To my Catholic friends...We are entering the Lent time now...so....Have a Blessed Ash Wednesday.... :)

..In pain.........

2010-02-02T23:41:00.004+08:00

Recently...........i feel so lonely..........

I hide my pain through my smile...

My tears only fall when no ones to see...

Sometime..the thought come through my mind....

Whats the point in caring when its only brings pain to me?

Yeah...I'm missing that certain someone...and i hates this kind of feeling..

I eventually learn...not only to move on...but to trust no one but myself...

And when that certain SOMEONE says :" PLEASE TRUST ME"..

I automatically assume that's only lie...

Well at least...it will save me a lot of pain...

But..........i just wants to give up easily..but i just couldn't.....

And now...here i am....alone....naturally... ~~

MSS Zon Selatan

2010-01-29T23:22:00.010+08:00

27- 28th of January 2010

Hohoho....Sorry for the late post of the MSS Zon Selatan..
As i wrote in my last post..me and my friend..Awang were the trainer for those pupils
who represent our school to MSS Zon Selatan (which have 9 school in this zone.. and i thought those school in this zone have a very funny name including my school..~~...SK.Nampasan,SK.Kinirasan,SK.Gana-Gana,SK.Randagong,SK.Tungou,
SK.Longut-the furthest one,SK.Tiang, SK.Maukab, SK.Karanaan and last but not least..SK.Kemburongoh)

I'm proud of my pupils..they manage to go to the final for the 4x100,female..4x100,male (even though they didn't get any medal for it..) but they struggle up to show their best in every program... well...at last...our school only got 1 silver for 200m,female and 1 brass for lompat jauh,male.....ok lah tu...

And one of my pupils will representing our zone as a participant of 200m,female..(bulih tahan ni anak...2 tahun sudah wakil zon p peringkat daerah...hehe...urghhh..means another work added in my list of works to do....deii gia...)

Ummbah...let see some picts during the sport's day... Enjoy ya... ~~

during warm up session....erks..forgot to tell here..the MSS Zon Selatan were
held in SK.Karanaan which only takes 20 minutes,drive from SK.Kemburongoh

80 m perempuan Berpagar..My pupil..Rina a bit late behind but at the end she
went to the final cuz she get through the saringan awal...

Lompat jauh...

sk.Nampasan....waiting for the result.... :)...cute2 kan budak2 dia...=)

My pupils....and me..and...the teachers in charge...

This is what we called...the reflection of the photographer wannabe...hahahaha *wink

Picture of the day..hahahahaha...dua jejaka macho.. ~~

So...that's all for now...till the next post....Blessed day ahead ya...~~

Last training before the MSS Zon Selatan

2010-01-26T21:37:00.005+08:00

Hi again.....today would be the last day for me to train my pupils...

And tomorrow will be the sport's day for MSS Zon Selatan...

Usually, my school is not the best in Zon Selatan...yet not that bad either...

Can say it average lah....heheheh

So...this are those faces that will be joining the sport's day tomorrow...

My colleague Awang is giving some tips for the pupils... *wink....

During the cooling down session..+ listening to my lecture,,hahaha

Presenting to u....me..as the fierce trainer....hahahahahaha.... *wink

So...that's all for now yea.....Have a blessed day ahead... *wink....

Tired....

2010-01-22T20:33:00.002+08:00

I am really tired this recently...

No more nap during afternoon...

Have to sacrifice my chill time just to train my pupils for the MSS Zon Selatan..

Hopefully they did their very best next week...

Btw...need to show them that i know all the technique of the acara PADANG..

Especially in lontar peluru...

Doii...badan sakit2.....ketara lah bah umur sudah meningkat...ekekeke...

Really mad with some of the pupils who show their KEAYUAN in the field...

Heheh..jadi jurulatih...mistilah garang kan...

Forgot to take pic during the sport training...

Will upload it in my next post...

Blessed day ahead... *wink....

A good pretender......................

2010-01-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

I'm good at PRETENDING

I put on a smile

and no one knows I'm crying

on the inside,

or maybe it's just

that

NO ONE CARES?

Revealing my new heart.... :P

2010-01-16T19:05:00.003+08:00

Hihihih.....I knew him just a month ago....

But i know that i really fall in love at first sight when i saw him...

He is so cute............adorable and so on..and so forth.... :).....

I thought i never fall in love again.....

But this time.............i gave up with my own feeling and i promised to get over the pass...

Well.....let the pass be the pass bah kan??? hik hik hik....

Now.....let's me introduce you with the one who really makes my heart melted after

the year goes by.....

Ready??????........................well see this pic below... :)

Si KITUT...heheh my new kitty...after few years i didn't
want any kitty for myself after my beloved KUTAK gone....
p/s...kitut looked exactly like kutak...ekekek

Hik hik hik....... I revealed my secret of my new heart...... :P.....yeahhh....it's a cat.......not only a cat but a cute little cat....

Hmmm....how about a real love???????????? I guess....i keep it secret....hahaha....

Blessed day ahead yaaaaaaaaaa.... :)

I miss them...

2010-01-12T22:21:00.008+08:00

Suddenly i miss my family...

My niece is already in tadika....haha....i wonder how she's going on?

But according to my bro in law...she was doing just fine...she didn't even cry on

the 1st day in school...hihih...

Well...i know it was too late for me to post the pics from the Christmas..hihi...just enjoy it ya...

My beloved family... hehe..soma basar2 kan????

The long lost friends and the night all of us reunited again..

My best buddy...Hyacintha...miss her much..
she is now in Arab for her duty as a nurse..

My dear niece with her presents on Christmas Morning
After Christmas's mass..

How i miss them so much..and...really wanted to go back home in KB..huhuhu..

Its really make me miss them when there was somebody who was really annoying me with the

attitude minta perhatian nie....deiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.....Wake up lah!! Everyone have their own probs...

:P....if me myself have my own probs...i probably shut my mouth and started to finish my unfinished works... hehe

So..everyone...have a blessed day ahead yeahh...

New year and yet sick!

2010-01-04T16:51:00.003+08:00

Huhuhuh............sorry for MIA quite a long time...my internet connection seems like not so friendly when i was in KB....

Its not quite late for me to wish u all Blessed New year right???

Me???...don't have a great start new year...cuz i'm having flu+fever+cough right nw...

And the school holidays is over....with the load of works...(hahahah...dari last year lagi bah nie...) haishhhhhhhhhh..paham2 sendiri jak lah..ekeke..

so...i guess this post will be my starting post for this year... :)...

Blessed days ahead guys... :)

my feverish face.....ketara bah tu mata kalau sakit...kwang3x..

Wish List.....~~

2009-12-03T01:25:00.004+08:00

Midnite 2nd Dec 2009...

I stopped all my works and locked myself in my room..
What's in my mind was i wanted to have a space for myself and Him...
I kneel on my knees...and started to pray...
I really thanks Him that i'm still alive....
And i really thankful that i was born to this world as ME...Andrea Christine...

I talked to Him more then 30 minutes...

:)....

Morning...6am...

(my message tone was ringing...)

"Happy Birthday....God bless you on ur birthday..."

and its continuous during the whole of the day...

Woke up a bit late...n 1st things i did was..open my lappy and log in to my FB....

To my surprise... lots of wishes from my friends... TQ guys....U r really meant to me.. T_T

And here are my wish list for my next coming birthday..

i) Have another dslr... Nikon D300 heheh

ii) Have another Laptop?? errrks...sony i guess..? hahahahah

iii) Own my own house...... :P

iv) Traveling!!! Traveling,,,,,,!! Korea is my 1st destination..hopefully......and of course i wanted to go to Holy Land as much as i wanted to go to Rome.....huhuhuhuhuhuh

V)........RAV4.........how i wish i could have this car!!!! goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

hahahahha....too much wishes huh????? :).....

Ok...let's talk about my birthday present from my friends???

hehehe...i love the white and black birthday card.....its so classic.....
and the keychain with the letter A...is very cute...
the kappa baby t in white colour eh...i dun hev much of white shirt...hahaha....
btw i like it....thanx Rina and Bibie Grace.....

so..thats all for now......Happy advent to all of u.... :)....

Urgh!!! Just hate the new cut!!

2009-11-30T11:47:00.013+08:00

Hmmm......i went to have a new cut for my few days ago..and it was really the worst hair cut i have in this world!!!!! I need to be patient and wait till a few weeks in order to have a new cut unless i will cut down my budget for this month....

This was before my hair cut done...i had my hair down to my waist....

Huhu...before went to have hair cut...

See i told u........

this pics was taken just a minutes before i went to the saloon...haishhh

huhuhuhuhuh...and the results!!!! YUCKS!!! urggghhhh...worst hair cut!!!

My fake smile........kin panas!!! huhuh :P

Aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! Every time i see this...i will say "URGHHHHHHH"!!!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! i think i don't have a patient to wait this worst hair to grow a little bit longer..
wanna cut it a bit short...any idea for me????????? (T_T)<---crying....

Still with the tears in my eyes... (T__T) help me to fix my worst hair!!!!!!!! arghhhhh!! i miss my long and messy hair................. huhuhuhuh (T_T)

before and now..

2009-11-28T01:00:00.003+08:00

Muahahahahaha......been missing in action for a while...heheh it's because of my works loads....(yet i'm still doing it now even though it is the school holidays...yaaaaa....tu sekolah jak cuti.... bukan sa pun.......hehehehehe)

Ok...i started my holidays by tidying my untidy room...hehehe..no one occupied my room if i was in Ranau..so...besa lah org bujang kan....membongkar segala2 yang ada....my old cloths that i were not fit anymore....(MY GOD!!!! I've gain weight again..............!!!!)i put it in another plastic bag and will give it to someone who need it most....and usually i will give it to the sister in a convent and let them give it the poor....well at least it full fill their needs right..daripada kana simpan d almari sa... :)

So...after i tidying my closet... i went to tidying my "KOTAK KERAMAT" where all my stuff from UPM till IPKS been put inside it... and guess what i found??? My 1st mobile phone back in 2001 i guess.....hahahahah......then i found another mobile phone of mine...Nokia 3310....wow!! hehehehehehe......what a surprise huh??? i still have my 1st and 2nd mobile phone....hihih.. and here are my collection of Nokia mobile phone...

Guess which one of this mobile phone i'm using now??? ekekekke...aaahhh btw...1 thing i could say about
mobile phone according to this pic...the latest the mobile phone the bigger the sizes of it...except the maybe it will not thick as
the old one......eheheheh betul kaitu aaar?????? :P

Hehehe...so..dats enough from me.... :)....... will spend my time updating my blogs... *wink...

Who am i for u?

2009-11-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

I know...i will be in a great distance with him starting from tomorrow....for a month...
But that's ok for me...cuz i used to be "not all the time together" with him from the beginning...

But...i'm really tired of being no body in his life..
Yes..of course we both know...we do care of each other..and have a special bonding within us...
But...by not replying my sms? and by not listening to me when i really need someone to listen to me???? By arguing each of my action that i couldn't told him when i need him to listen to me?

He called me just now...
And ...he asked me..."Who am i for u?" and I asked him back " Same question from me here..
Who am i for u???"
Then we both started to argue....*sigh...

But one thing that make me dropped my tears....he said "Put all your works 1st and put me on the last in your life..." and becuz of my stubbornness..I simply said " As u wish for..." (taw2 menangis sudah ni uakakakkakkaka....)

Haishhh....lots of things we arguing but it's all make me getting tired....

With my workload and this kind of situation...i think i started to plan my vacation...

Haisssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....kalaulahhhhh.................

Recently listening to.....

2009-11-03T22:15:00.003+08:00

Yey...finally i could upload the Video Clip from Marsha...

Enjoy ya... :)

Yang terbaik

2009-11-01T11:19:00.004+08:00

Hmm...recently been a lot of things i'd been through...hardest things in my life but..life must goes on btw... :D...

and i heard a new song from Marsha...Yang terbaik.... :)...quite expressing myself...

Lirik Lagu Yang Terbaik - Marsha

Ku selalu memikirkan tentang kita
Apa punya harapan yang dikejar
Kerna aku masih penuh rasa ragu
Melihat kau seperti tak bersungguh

Jika kau mencinta
Berikanlah kurasa

Korus
Diriku dah berikan yang terbaik
Dan bukannya nak mengungkit
Siapa benar siapa salah
Siapa menang siapa kalah

Dah berikan yang terbaik
Memaksa hati merisik
Mungkin kau bukan teman hidup
Yang terbaik untukku

Memang benar ku amat menciantai mu
Dan harapkan di sana pun begitu
Tetapi kau tak luahkan perasaan
Apa lagi memberikan ku kasih

Jika kau mencinta
Berikanlah kurasa

Diriku dah berikan yang terbaik
Dan bukannya nak mengungkit
Siapa benar siapa salah
Siapa menang siapa kalah

Dah berikan yang terbaik
Memaksa hati merisik
Mungkin kau bukan teman hidup
Yang terbaik untukku

:).....

Bingung + Flu=.....

2009-10-21T10:19:00.004+08:00

Huhuhu....Sorry...it's been a long time i didn't updated my blogs...due to the load of works in school....

Yesterday...when i came back from work..i feel dizzy...couldn't bear the dizziness i had...i went to sleep all the afternoon till 4pm...when i woke up and when to take my shower.....siiiikit lagi jatuh tangga...because of the "fening2 lalat"....

After took my shower...my tummy said "ellowww tuan....sa teda makan tengahari...kriuuuk" hehehehehe....Ok...now...its show time.....I'm cooking the meal for me and my housemate's bro...(since she went to the camping this few days)...nah ko...ntah pa2 yg dimasak oleh sa....ekekek...but luckily...my housemate's bro nda pilih makan pny budak...pa yg ada di depan mata....d makan.... eheheheh...

Then..malamnya....i felt so cold....but warm inside my body.....yeps...I've got fever.....yey!! hehehe...mangkali lah yey...i don't even like when it's come to sickness.....sangat menyeksakan!!!

And i went to bed early.....b4 that...i sms somebody but no replied from him...*sigh...ndapalah...
sakit sendiri yg tanggung mahhh.....

Today!!! I started my works with a cup of nescafe...(i'm not the person who really into the coffee things..but recently...i like it very much...ndataw sepa sa terjangkit) and with the flu i and the pending works on my table..it's get me bingung....@ confuse to start the works...heheh...but....ndapalahhh kita minumm dulu.... :P

P/s= nampak sangat kebingungan terserlah dalam post kuhh ini kekekeke

Adeshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....!!

2009-10-02T23:12:00.003+08:00

Wut a long time i didn't updated my blog...huhuhu..........sorry then...
But recently i was quite busy with my works here....
Brought some of my pupils to Likas for the KPM-UNICEF program...the reading supplementary..
and me?? Having a capacity course there with the ELTEC (English Learning Teaching Centre)...

OMG....wut actually i was having there??? I'm not an optionist for English language... and i don't even like english actually....(siou nehh........dats showed in my previous blog....hey...i'm using the broken english in my previous blog aaaaaar...hahahaha....)

But i learn so many things during the course....and i might be converting my opsyen...from science to english...??? WUT???? hahahahahhahah siou nehhh...i love Science much than English hehehehehehehe.........

Unfortunately, i didn't brought MR NIK with me during that time...but nvm.....its ok.. hehehe...

hummm...i was very tired...but soon will become more tired for the delayed works in school......

Pa bulih buat.................. ^^

The Moon represents my hearts...

2009-09-17T17:35:00.004+08:00

Yue Liang Dai biao wo de xin.....

Slept late last night made me tune to my radio and all of sudden the oldies chinese's song pop up from the radio......hmmm....YUE LIANG DAI BIAO WO DE XIN...by late Teresa Teng

Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin
(Han yu Pin Yin version)

ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
wo de qing ye zhen
wo de ai ye zhen
yue liang dai biao wo de xin

ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
wo de qing bu yi
wo de ai bu bian
yue liang dai biao wo de xin

* qing qing de yi ge wen
yi jin da dong wo de xin
shen shen de yi duan qing
jiao wo si nian dao ru jin

* ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen

* ** ni qu xiang yi xiang
ni qu kan yi kan
yue liang dai biao wo de xin

Repeat *

Repeat **

And the translation of the song......

You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you…
My affection is real.
My love is real.
The moon represents my heart.

You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you…
My affection does not waver,
My love will not change.
The moon represents my heart.

* Just one soft kiss
is enough to move my heart.
A period of time when our affection was deep,
Has made me miss you until now.

* You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you.

* ** Go think about it.
Go and have a look [at the moon],
The moon represents my heart.

hummmmmm...... :)...............................

The moon.....the only moon that all of us saw......

Messy MIND!

2009-09-14T11:34:00.003+08:00

A simple though hard thing to think......................

Driving back to Ranau from KK yesterday nearly make me got into an accident.....

Luckily,nothing happened.....

Still with my messy mind.......................................

I know i'm not suppose to think about it.....

(AFFECTION that's the word........................and now another word hanging inside my mind..
FREEDOM.......)

Yupess....freedom.....indeed we're born freely to this world...and it's up to us to do everything we want to.....We are FREE indeed.......

But are we free to hurt others feeling??????????????????

The freedom gave by HIM...are we use it wisely????????????????

Thinking about somebody......Yeah,..you are freeman....and u are free to do anything....

But doesn't mean u can hurt my feeling freely.....

HUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Edit Ur picture in a faster way...~

2009-09-08T22:05:00.006+08:00

Just wanna share with u guys out there....there are another way to edit ur picture without
confusing urself with the application that u don't even familiar with...

Just type this website http://www.picnik.com and you will make your photo

from this....

to this.....

in just less than 10 minutes ( I think....heheeh..depend on ur taste oso)...

So,guys...have fun with ur editing yaa..

Another post at the same day by me..~~

2009-09-08T13:56:00.004+08:00

Hummm....nothing to do today..make me exploring my Photoshop CS3 and try to improve my self by learning some editing through the Youtube website...

Try to put some texture to my picture to create a dramatic effect...hehehe

So..here is the 1st attempt....

Not a good yet not a bad picture for my 1st attempt huh?

Akibat ketiadaan gambar...

2009-09-08T01:26:00.003+08:00

Hua hua hua..........since i had my dear Mr.Nik....i don't have my own pictures...
bah apa nda.....i prefer to take others pictures than mine...

So..tonight...since tomorrow (errr...today actually..it is already 1 am wut....)is my holidays...
Upsr Examination maa....so...i decided to take some pictures all by myself....+ i already bought my new gear for my mr.Nik.....TRIPOD!! hahaha...penting baituuu.....

There are a lots of my pics actually...but i already edit it into one picture....hehehe...so....here u are.......

:)......so??? Wut do you thinks guys???????

Wandering around with CS3.....

2009-09-03T23:59:00.007+08:00

Just a boring night after 4 hours slept at the afternoon...

Exploring the Photoshop CS3..and editing my old collection of pictures is the most suitable activity for tonight..ehehehe...

And i realized one thing....that is noise that usually people wanna to reduce it in their pictures actually sometimes make the pictures look more differently...of course with the correct techniques as well...hehehe....so...here some of the editing pictures that i'm adding some noise into it...
(well not all the pictures....u can guess it which one...hahahahahahah.......)

So enjoy ya... ^^

My pupils.....semua ni mo acting like a model...hahaha...i wonder masa zaman sa dulu2... :)

Children running here and there without worries.... :).....Wonderful izzit???

An old man nearby his old hut..... :)

And me......with my smile.......:)

Finally.............i know the use of the noise....hehehehe.....

Sunset collection

2009-08-31T19:31:00.008+08:00

HIhihihih.......nahhh..as usual if i started my post with hihihih means..there are something jajal
inside my mind now...hahahaha...btw...forget about what i'm thinking of....now..lets have a look at my sunset collection..(although bida2...but nevermind...i still want u all to have a look..)

p/s...: please have a look...i know it is not a good pictures at but i hope you all enjoy it..

*wink.....p/s again...: the similarity between this pictures was not only taken by me...
but...hehehe....i think i should keep it for mysev jak lah kio...enjoy and...not forget

" Happy National Day...
31st Aug-16th Sep"

:)

Cheers....

WUT A DAY!

2009-08-29T12:30:00.003+08:00

Imagine u are at ur friend's home...
but u'r friend are busy with some works...and left u behind at home alone...

What will u do????

Me??? Doin Nothing......buat buduhhh......

And actually.....there is something in me that i couldn't say it out......

better keep it for mysev......

and today will waste my time by doing nothing....

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!

What a waste.......i just wanna run back home...to my family...my bed..my room....

hummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

- No photo today..cuz i'm totally out of mood!

Cuti skolah yg BUSY!!!!

2009-08-24T23:49:00.005+08:00

Hummm....

"Cuti sekolah pn buat keja???"
"Ah...melampau lah bah cuti pn buat keja"
" Hehehe...ya ya ya.....ko jak yg bz sebz2nya....org lain pn cikgu jg nda jg bz macam ko..."

Huhuu..great huh????
Everyone saying the same things to me....
Yet they only say what they thought and they don't even in my shoe......
I just hope that people around me understand why am i being so busy....
and don't just comparing me with other people......
Luckily my family understand my situation....

The whole day in my room....doing my stuff....nyaaaaaaaaaahhh......people will not understand us
cuz they are not facing the same things with us bah kan??? :)

So.....instead of care about wut people says....i just do wut i think i want to do....
:)......

BUAT KEJA....boring...FB'ing....BUAT KEJA......

The View of Kinabalu from Taun Gusi Area...Kota Belud

Another view of Kinabalu from Kg. Rajunah...

p/s...just hopping that other understand my situation as i understand their situation...
tapiiiiiiii....................................................................(hmm...clare no wonder u using the tapiiiiii in ur FB's status......now i know)

What i do when i'm bored...???

2009-08-18T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hihih....what will i do when i'm bored?????
Do the same things....again and again....
Wake up every morning....
Preparing myself and go to work....

Teach the same pupils everyday..with the same problems occur...

" Sia lupa bawa homework"
"Sia lupa buat homework"

"Miss Ann...drg bergaduh di kelas..."
"Miss Ann...drg bising di kelas..."

My ohh My......but...i choose this profession...so i need to be so patient with these little kiddo...

And what will i do to make me calm down when i reached my point of boil???

Heheh...simple...i sit in front of my lappy...
FB'ing...Chatting with my friends...play PC-games...
And recently....i try to edit some pictures of my friend...Clarice....aka Clare...hihihi...

This idea come thru my mind after i read her blog....

http://claricecassandratony.blogspot.com/2009/08/twilight-movie-im-too-slow-about-it.html

and

http://simplyclairemakeup.blogspot.com/2009/08/inspired-look-red-black-twilight-zone.html

(hihihi...clare...sudah sa minta kebenaran ko tu kannnn..... :).....)

so....apa lagiii....i try to edit her great picture to the vampire's look alike...
at 1st...i didn't get the good result as i want...(ko nampak jg tu kan clare...buruk yg mula2...hahah)
But then...i started to look for the tutorial in youtube site....(gee...dis site is really useful...)
And then...walaaaaaaaaahhh....hehehe just look at the picture lah kio...

P/s = I couldn't find the original of the photos before the editing.....but guys...u can find the
picture of her thru her blog...(ada tu di blog's link saya....hehehe..)

P/s againnn for clare...= sa kasi pemes dulu blog ko kio...~~

Can't wait for the school's holidays!!!!

2009-08-17T22:44:00.004+08:00

Being so busy this recently makes me feel so urggh...stressful...
Really...i can't wait for next week...the school's HOLIDAYS YEY!!

Just wanna spend my holidays with my dearest one...si N...bukan nama sebenar..
hahaha ...aaa...aaa.......Dun get me wrong....heheheh...My Nikon actually bahh...
wanna spend together with him...kiihooi~~

hihih....i got my letter from SPP today...and yeyyy!! Sa sudah sah lantikan...and now wanna proceed to pengesahan jawatan...huhu...quite confuse...but...ok lahh ~~

aiyaaaaaaaaaa.....suddenly...i'm missing someone...sepakahhh???heheeh
shhhyyyyttt....rahsia....mana boleh kestaw...hahaha

bah ok lahh.....just wanna update my blog that is.....

A trail to Poring-part 2

2009-08-09T20:41:00.008+08:00

Haiii...holaaaaa...hehehehheeh.....like i promise in my last post...i will continue the story of
another sudden trail to Poring....

Hei..heii...actually i just thought that we will only relaxing ourselves in the pool of hot water here in poring....but...humm...like i said....all of sudden...all of sudden....

We started at the canopy walkway that i think 250m high....from the ground.....(maybe..if i'm not mistaken)......gila ehhh!! I thought i still like before never fear of high...but...i was shaking all along the canopy walkway...hahahaha....ketara lah umur sudah meningkat "dewasa"....

My gagaran smile....hahahaha

Then we went to Kopungit's Waterfall....(pungit means bat...for those who couldn't understand dusun language..)..its took i think about 20minutes from the canopy to the waterfall.....then...after that....we went to Gua Kelawar (Bat cave) about 15mins from Kopungit's waterfall... There is another waterfall about 90mins from Kopungit's waterfall....that is Langanan Waterfall....huhuh....ingatkannnn 15 mins trail was just only the straight trail to the cave....mamiiiiii........batu2....tinggi bahhh....(luckily i was wearing my sport shoes..cuz i plan just to wear my "selipar jipun" to there.....and thanx that someone who remind me about our 1st trail....at mesilau....) hahahaha.....

15 minutes to Bat Cave..if u walk fast...but...if u walk and stop...(told u...it is really curam...hehehe..)maybe
around 20 minutes.. :)

After that...we went to make ourselves relaxing the enclosed bathroom at the hot spring..(its becuz of the health reason...kan skrg H1N1...hehehehehhehe....)-sorry no photo....heheheh

Aiya...forgot to mention here...we went to Butterfly Farm 1st before the mandi manda session...

Since i couldn't manage to shot the butterfly photo..(actually i did..but it was a not so good pictures)and
i managed to shot this little lizard...so..here is the Lizard...hahaha

Then...we went to the Memorial War of Kundasang....but only a few minutes....nda best....haze was here and there....

The pool that held the floating roses session in remembrance the lost soul in
the Death March.....

It's owez have the "sayu"feelings even this was the 2nd time i went here.....

That's all the story that i can share with u guys... see ya in my next post...
hmmmm..i wonder..which place i will go next...:D.....

A trail to Poring-part 1

2009-08-08T23:48:00.006+08:00

Hmm... i don't think i could open my eyelids..but i just wanna share with you some pics when i was in Kopungit Waterfall...which it was the first time i been there for the rest of my life (ceh..wut a poetic words to describe that i never try to walk down the trail in Poring Hot Spring...i just went there and jumped into the hot water pool that is....)

bahhh....enjoy kio......~~

The Kopungit's Waterfall

Nice right...? hehehe

P/s= more pics and the whole story in my next post...-_-..zzzzZZzzZ

Mommy...and Son

2009-08-04T12:27:00.010+08:00

Actually..i wanted to write down this earlier before the engagement of my friend....
This pictures taken just after i bought my 50mm fixed lens....so..to make me used to this lens..
so i decided to snap a few of my friend's pics with her son...

hihih... so...enjoy the pics of the baby.... :)

The Love between Mommy and baby........

The Baby with the teddy.... :)

so cutekan???

Watching her baby playing while resting herself....

Last but not least....si ibuu mo juga try guna lens baru sa...ehehehehe.....did i mentioned that my
friend Kiki ni dulu blajar seni kreatif d UMS??? and she learnt about the DSLR camera...bah pa lagiiii...
hehehehehe

So....:) enjoy yerrr.....^^

Ddith and Meo's Engagement day.....

2009-08-04T00:50:00.005+08:00

Walawehhh...sorry guys...lama nda update sa pny blog...huhuh i guess either i don't have any ideas to update my blogs or too much works at school that make me lazy to update my blog...heheheh

Bah ok lahhh..since i took a long nap this evening...so..i decide to update my un-updated blog...ahahaha.....

Ok..where do i start withhhh...ok.....hmmm.......to make it interesting...i just wanna share with you guys that i have a phobia when came to driving punya pasal......hihihih.....penah accident kenen bah.....dulu2 lahh masa jajal2 lagi...uakakakak...sekarang makin tambah2 :P.....

so...when i bought my Mr.K....(kembara sa lah bahh....)last year...i try to overcome my fear by drove my car to my cuzzie home...(about 2 KM from my house)...1stly...i started with gear 1 and gear 2...hahahha......all along the way to my cuzzie house aar...gear 2 seja...hebat kan???Hebat kasi rusak injin keta...hahahaha...and i started to built my confident till one sweet evening with my 2nd bro and my lil bro....(kami dari kadai)...i couldn't estimate distance of my house gate...nahhh...scratched abis keta sa...:D.....Funny...it was not me who sakit hati tgk tu scratched...but my 2nd bro....abis telinga sa sakiiitt kana bising2...hihihihi.....

That's only one of my experience aaar....blm lagi masuk longkang...blm lagi bumper jatuh..hahahaha..........LOL...

But what i wanna share is....I OVERCOME MY FEAR BY DRIVING ALL ALONE FROM RANAU TO INANAM last friday...hahahahahaha...lucu nie.....

Heheh..tu pun pasal i need to attend my best buddy Julia's sister engagement...her family is like my own family sudah.....hehehehehhe....when i arrived in Julie's place....kana bising lagi....becuz she knows that it was my 1st time driving alone to Inanam....

Here are some picture i manage to capture on that day.....(only a few seja yg ok....maybe pasal lens baru kan...masih blm besa pakai)

NI muka sa kenen...heheh..sa taw sa misti teda gambar..so amik gambar sendere dulu...hiih

Masa sarung cincin..ekceli...mula2..jaauuh gila drg surung cincin..sempat lagi
sa mengutuk...pastuu bising2 suruh dakat2...hehehehe

Siopon....misti tatap ada pnya...hehehehe

hmm...tu seja lahhh yg sa dapat share...heheheh.....see ya next time....daaaaaaa.....

A Sudden trail at the Mesilau Nature Park...

2009-07-12T22:05:00.010+08:00

A sudden walked in a trail of Mesilau Nature park..
Actually me and my friend went to the Mesilau Nature Park just for "tengok2 saja"
And the weather were not so "warm" for a walk actually (ujan beii)
But..at the Mesilau information Center..
All of sudden got this one tour guide brought two tourist from Singapore (but i think
they are from Indonesia..from the way they talked...) came and asked us to join them..
Wowww....!! We were at the correct place and time..heheh..
So..we decided to join them...

But unluckily..i forgot to change my "sandal"aka selipar jipun..
with the not-so-right condition..i managed to climb the 200o over height from the sea(according to the guide lahhh...kalau silap info dia...silaplah sa...heheh)
just to see the RAJA...

Licinkannn????? Gila jg sa guna selipar jipun jak naik...... :D

What is the RAJA??
actually it's a kind of plant and from the species of "PERIUK KERA" in Malay

This is not Raja actually....but oso one kind of the Periuk Kera that we could found at the Kinabalu Mountain

hihih.....after the accidentally visited...we went to Poring to see the Rafflesia
and again..we were at the correct place and time...
and y i said so?? cuz the Rafflesia was on the 2nd day blooming...and it was the
right time to see the blooming of the Rafflesia..and if we get there earlier drg bilang blm lagi cantik...and if we were get there late 2 days oso...nda cantik...hihih...

The Rafflesia...1st time sa nampak nie....usually the Rafflesia only have 5 kelopak..but this one got 6 kelopak...
But...this rafflesia bukan tumbuh sendiri...but kana tanam...... :)..ok lahhkann??? abis nda jg susah2 p hutan mencari heheheheh

Then in the evening...i told my friend that it will be a great sunset after the rain in the afternoon...but my friend nda picaya...well just see the picture...it exactly showed that i was definately right....hihihih....

we met the italian guy which oso like us..speechless nampak tu sunset...hahahah....

I think i already upload this picture in my last post kan??? tapi nda pa...sini dia pny explanation lah kenen...hihihihih

sorry for the mixing language...
Maybe this is what will happened to the next generation after the PPSMI being
mansuh... hihih

Last but not least...The Kinabalu Mountain.....and my car..hihih......

hihihih.....:P.........jan kasi katawa tu "P" cuz...actually i passed my "P" long time ago...
but since i've got an incident that made me dun wanna drive for almost 7 years...thats y i put the "P" for others safety...heheh
beside.....My bro who still under the "P" sign owez used my car... hihihi.....

I miss the old me...No worries...No sadness...No hatreds........Please bring me back the old me...................!

2009-07-08T19:56:00.002+08:00

Really....I really miss the Old me....
Feeling down this few days...
Lots of things in my mind...
The works load....

humm......
I don't wanna run anymore...
I just wanna face the realistic of life....
But i couldn't stand to face the reality that i was the one who hurt....

LOneLY....Hatred....all mixing in my heart...
Urghhhhh!! This is really not me!!!

Bring me back my old me....

The loneliness and the confuse of me...

2009-07-05T21:55:00.003+08:00

I should be happy when spending time with my friends..and someone who i care most...
but...being so confuse with that someone make me feel lonely when i with him...
I don't know where are we heading for...
What can i do now is only keep my faith strong and try to be stronger.......
I just wanna cry....
I just wanna yell at him....and ask him WHO AM I FOR HIM???
Yet...i'm not that kind of person....
Try to be happy with the others....yet my eyes shown my confuse and my sadness....
No one knows the hurt inside me...but dats ok...

Hei2....just look at the pictures......it's kind of expressing my loneliness....

The sunset....view from kundasang....

The Vow..

2009-06-30T00:01:00.013+08:00

Heheheh...sorry guys..as i promise before...i will upload some of my friend's wedding pics that taken by the unprofessional me...hhihih..baru balajar bahhh.......

The 1st wedding... Annie Chong
She was my junior from primary school till secondary school....hehehe....

The bride...

Looking Nervous??? hehehe...

May God bless both of you~~

The Red Umbrella....kind of the Chinese tradition jgk..

The 2nd one...Lisa Luk...
One of my friend here in Ranau....try harder to capture the moments...but..nyahhh...here are some of the bla..bla..bla..output...:)

The eye...

The session of drinking tea in Chinese tradition

Presenting you the Mr.and Mrs.Lovister

The smile of the bride....

The Precious Vow...(Bila lahhh sa pny turn hak hak hak..)

hihihih......thats wut i called...the other view of mine....:)
Who next???????? me?????hahahahah

Happy father's day...

2009-06-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Father's Day....
I miss my dad this day...
Even though i'm not a good daughter (yea i know that..)
but i'll try my best not to hurt my dad's feelings...

I know there were a lots of sacrifice he been done to me...
During my childhood till the day i was graduated from UPM...
I never tell him how much i love him directly...
but i know...he realized my love for him through my care..(ermm...ya lahh bising2 him...if he over drink alcohol...not taken his medicine...bla..bla..bla...)

Ya..maybe i'm not kind of dad's daughter...never shared my problems with him...
We both usually have a small fight if come to discuss about things cuz i do mewarisi keras kepala my dad...hehehe..so...IF FIRE FIGHT FIRE...??? heheh..dats y i rather be silent and doing my stuff than have a fight with him..:)...

I still remember during my secondary school...
I really wanted a walkman badly...
When i asked my dad to buy it for me..he just ignored me...and did his stuff....
make me dropped my tears in silently....and being so young and childish at that moment..
I thought that my dad doesn't care of me and doesn't love me the way he love my other siblings..
I promised myself that i would buy the walkman using my own pocket money

But hey guess wut....He did bought me a sony walkman..:)....and i still kept it till now..

:)

HEI....what ever izzit....MY FATHER IS MY HERO....I LOVE YOU DAD...
may God bless you...thanks for everythings.... :)

Outing....

2009-06-18T00:56:00.010+08:00

After doing some works of mine....and feel so tired just now....i opened my pictures folder in my laptop....wishing that i could find another pics of mine for me to edit....and...walaaahhh.....i saw this folder...and i totally forgot that i been somewhere in Ranau during my holidays with few of my friends....doiii..palupanya...

That place that i mentioned above are Poring...(familiar place for all of us...) and Luanti.....LUANTI??? what is the special about that place??? eheheh.....It is a river which been TAGAL before...and the we can find a lots of fish yg besar2 lagi tu over there......and the fish is sooooooooo jinakkkk...yg sa herannn nda pandai takut org...hahahaha.....The entry fee is only RM5 per entry for an adult and i forgot about the children sudah lahhh....then..we bought some baja ikan for just only RM1 (tapi sikit jak lah...) heiii....no outside food allowed aaar....

Ehh..i forgot to state the place of LUANTI right??? Its only locate di siring jalan to Sandakan...hehehe after the sabah tea.....

say.....how u take a look of the Luanti's Pics now????? :)

hehehe that's some pics of Luanti....and here are those time when me and my friends had fun time in Poring.....p/s....i was just having my "berendam" time and not "berenang" time becuz...i can't SWIM!!!! That is a very true confession from me...hehehehehe......

And here was a picture of sunset while i be the driver on the way back to KB...
hahahah..kasiann my friends...all of sudden i was drove my kembara aside the road and rushed out from my Kembara...they thought something bad happened...but i just laughed and said...just wanna snapped the sunset seja bahhh...:P

and this is the original pic without editing (i just put my name over there...)
so peaceful kan???hihihi...

~YAWNING....so..ok lahhh need to sleep now...will update my blog just when i am free...hehehe...Blessed day ahead to u all yaaaa....Chiowwwwww.....

I miss my niece...................huhuhuh

2009-06-16T00:47:00.009+08:00

I do miss my niece so much...
2 weeks of holidays.....i couldn't spend my time with her..
Becuz she was taken by my sis to Kota Marudu....huhuuh so sad.
Before i back to Ranau....she went to my room and here were some pictures
on a day before i say bye2 to my dear room again...hehehe

huuhuhh...will not around in my home during dis few weeks.......too much works...heehehe

But ndapa...God help me to face the reality in my life....hummm...kind of missing somebody today.....
P/s ignore my bekas2 jerawat......hehehe tuuuu gatal tangan p picit2 tuuu hihihihih...

wut a week....

2009-06-09T23:25:00.005+08:00

haiyaaaaaaaaa....it's been a long time for a while i didn't update my blog kan??? well...i was quite busy with the wedding invitation here and there...and some of my friends asked me to capture the moment for them...sorry guys...i'm not the right one to capture the precious moment for u all...but seems like got one or two of my friends insist want me to snap their pics....so...ok lah...as long as ada official photographer kamu kan?? hihihih....but i couldn't upload it now lah guys..the line is not at my side now...huhuh...

ermm...btw...i was really down dis recently...let's take a look at this picture of mine.....can you see the pain through my eyes???

My borings day in COurse....hehehe

2009-06-03T19:35:00.009+08:00

This is wat happened to me the whole day i attend the Yayasan Sabah Pemantapan pendidikan bla..bla...bla....

Just look at the pictures.....hehehehehe

hehehe..tgklah sindiriii......muka boring nie.....my friend si kiki katawa2 jak

this one pura2 serius..taw2 pastuuuuu katawa gila2 sana belakang...hahaha

Ni after lunch...nda puas ati nda sedap makanan dia.....ice-cream jak sadap....huhu

Hehehehe........jan cakap2 pa2.....FYI...sa nda penahhhh pakai skirt aaar...slalu baju kurung jak....juz becuz sa talupa bawa baju kurung sa...baruuuu sa p mengurik baju2 lama sa....hahaha...lucky i lost my weight.....jadi dapat jg pakai baju lama yg sa letak dalam2 sudahhhh...hehehehehehe

BLURR!!!!!

2009-06-03T07:29:00.002+08:00

I am stuck in the middle of question mark.....
Where did i done wrong????

How i wish i could make it over now...wut i means now is...right HERE RIGHT NOW!

Am i stupid enough for someone???
Am i just like a little child who doesn't understand what happened around me?????

Yeah......maybe i am stupid enough for being so caring for that somebody...

Will attend course in Tang's dynasty today...
But really not in mood to go there....

Hopefully by the end of this day...everything will be ok.....
hopefully........

ANDrEA!!! Be strong!!! I know i am strong enough to face this situation...
:)
mangkalilahhhhhhhhh.......hehehehe....ok then try to put the negative aura...(hahahahaha.....tiba2......) into the positive way.....

Erks...tapi apa????????? somebody help me!!!!! I"M QUITE BLURRR TODAY!!!!!!!!!

hmmmm.....

2009-05-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

If u ever see me starting my words with "hmmm" that's means i am in doubt with something...
And now...againnnn i started my blog with hmmmm just like i started my conversation with somebody just now.......

I know i try to give him another chance in my life...
But...at the same time i know i couldn't trust him anymore....
As time passing me by...
There are a lots of doubt inside my mind about me and him...
Waiting for him to prove himself again after something he done that make me really hurt...
Is like i am going to waste my time.....

Try to laugh...try to pretend that there were nothing happened in me...
It is really hard.....

People said to me....
" It is easy to let him go when u already forgive him..."
I already did that...hoping that it will make me feel better to let him go....
But it doesn't come that way....
Maybe becuz....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........it's ok...

My tears...oh my God...why should i being so fragile?????
Off my handphone so that he couldn' reach me...but i know he never do that...

:)......if u ever see me smile when i was in blue....that's mean i am really sad...... :)
That's what i'll try to do now....smile even though i am in blue...that's not so hard to do it r8???

Life is a song......??????

2009-05-28T11:09:00.004+08:00

Hehehe....i read this quote by the late Mother Teresa( my idol...)

"Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it."
Mother Teresa
Hummm....make me momusorou kijap......Then i make a conclusion for my self only....
Ya..it is true that life is a song....cuz in a song we will have a music notes....music notes have high and low notes.....heheheh and just like our life..sometimes we were on top....and sometime we were jatuh gedebukkk mcm nangka busuk... woaahh...and sometime when we sing a song....pitching pandai lari....eventhough we have a great voice........Just like our life....eventhough we have our great family...our great friend..ou great jobs...but we will face some obstacles in our life...*wink......

so????? SO LA TI DO....Sing as we live our life ahead..~~...smile....eventhough pitching lari.....
hehehehe....that's wut i learnt recently....

Question Mark???

2009-05-21T21:18:00.005+08:00

Some of my friends keep asking me...why i always use the QUESTION MARK in my blog..
in ,my notes...and even in my budget book...?

Hahah....I know i always use the question mark(even when i checked my pupils works)....I just noticed that i like to use the question mark
when i think that there are something that need to be think about....

Simply say like this...we don't know what is in our future...am i right? And that's means we already put a BIG QUESTION mark in our head.... :)

So guys? U understand about it? yeahhh hopefully u will.... :) Next time when u saw the question mark....just think about our life ahead....do we want to see our future life success...or the other side of it...?? Well.....what can i say....It's in our hand....ya....it's in our hand.... :)

Rare?????Beautiful???

2009-05-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

I was on my way back to my quarters when i saw this view....
I hurried ran to my room...took my camera and snapped a few of this view...
It's really rare view that we could see in our daily life yet i owez saw this
during the windy day in Ranau...

Hmmm......Rare and beautiful...
Can we be just like that???? Rare yet beautiful????
Tepuk dada tanya selera..... :)

Another Fun evening...~~

2009-05-15T08:37:00.008+08:00

Being surrounded by kids was not merely exist in my mind before...
But now... :) I've been surrounded by those kids..and the really color my life...

Just release my kiddo inside me....Hihihih.... Bah...just take a look at the pictures

And to all of the teachers out der....

"Never Retreat..never surrender,even raining heavily, even hot day..hence no holiday..but its ok..Cuz today's is our day...Be happy teachers 4 all days....!!!!!! U Rawks teacher!!! Hehehehe.....d(^_^)b......"

Happy Teacher's day!!!

Bunga??...Orchid lahh....

Fly my butterfly~~ Enjoy the scenery of this beautiful world...

Peace...even the lil gurls know the meaning of peace...

Peace..... see ya in my next post.... :)
Blessed weekend...... God bless all of us...~~

Hanging around with My pupils...heheh

2009-05-09T09:58:00.006+08:00

Just a simple picture dat taken by me when i was hanging around with my pupils..hiihih...
It's not a good picture..but ok lahhh....hihih...just a practice for my skill on taking picture...

Lot's of things we had done..beside the gambar2 session...we oso...panjat2 pukuk..
sorry to say...i didn't managed to take the pics..cuz tengahh makan jambu air hahahahahaha...

Will upload the pics of fun during dis weekend later...

Enjoy ur weekend yaaaaaaaa..~~

CONFUSE!

2009-05-07T20:53:00.004+08:00

Some days you seem so close
like you stand right before me
But then the next day you seem so far
like each other we can't see,
Each day is like a roller coaster
with my stomach turning upside down
You stand there looking
but yet you don't utter a sound,
I feel so confused and
my heart is being torn at its seams
And every night that I sleep
you seem to linger in my dreams,
Every time I look at you
I forget all my thoughts
And right then and there
it's you that my heart has sought,
Every time I hope
it turns into something bad
So for right now I'll stop thinking
And maybe things won't end up sad.

BORING!!!!!!!!

2009-05-05T22:01:00.003+08:00

I don't know..It's been very boring dis few days!!!!!With messy mind...
URGH!!!! I dunno wut really inside me...
But i know i do mad at someone....
Y????
Cuz i feel like really been manipulated...and dat someone only take me for granted
UrgggHHHHhhHHH!!!

Feel like wanna explode....!!!!!
But the patient inside me hold me back....
" Sabar.....Sabar itu separuh daripada iman...

Messy MIND!!
MY heart filled with ANGER...
Wanna go sleep now...hopefully when i wake up..everything will gonna be like b4.....

I'm Backkkkk!!!

2009-05-03T22:35:00.005+08:00

I'm back again in KG.Kemburongoh...holaaaaaaa~~~~~!!
And Hola oso to my works...bertimbuuuunn d atas mejaaaaaa..heheh...sinyum simpul jak lah..

Err..not forget...hola to all of you dat viewing my blog...
It's not dat i dun want to respond to ur comment...but since d KB pny line nda berapa ok...hev to view mcm tu jak lahh...Thanx for viewing my blog...

:D...Holaaaaaaaa May!!!! This month will be full of the Kaamatan Fest colour...
hihih...i am looking forward for the KB unduk ngadau of coz...just in case i could take a few of
great pics??/hahaha...yea....mcm pandai hihihih.....

Hmmm...this month make me reflected the day during i was in IPKS (Institut Perguruan Keningau, Sabah) in 2007...uinahhhhh...1 tahun lebih sdh sa posting owhh...hihihih...

Nahhh some of my memories during the Karnival Budaya...*wink...enjoy ya??? :)

Heheh....full of color kan???

Me in lundayeh custum..hahaha macam inan2 jual sigup dia bilang kawan sa..hahaha

The exclusive one..hahaha....sa menyanyi???? doiiiii i dunno i hev dis courage to sing in front of people......matiiiiiiiiiiiiii lah kuda...~~

Humm..one of my job..

2009-04-29T09:34:00.011+08:00

Handball tournament...

This was one of the routine as a teacher....Kana bawa budak jalan utk tournament...and this time i had to escort the female kids under 12 years old daerah Ranau for the handball tournament in Penampang...
A bit dissapointed cuz they didn't won..utk bawah 12 jak lahh even though they had did the best dat they could..but its ok jg..basar2 bahh budak KK..cukup makan ikan..budak2 Ranau makan kubis jak kannn hak hak hak..but bawah 18..bulih tahan jg....
So...next year my school will antar wakil for the handball team peringkat daerah jak lahh and the job kasi tren budakk will be mine dis tym (awal2 sudah kana bagi keja...huhuhuh)

hahaha....Funny...i never played handball b4...i didn't know the rules of this game...
And i never saw the ball of this game...
All of sudden sa yg kana kasi dis kind of duty (tren budak,escort budak..dsb)
But ndapa...i'll take it as a challenge..
Will learn this game shortly....hehehe..
And wut was so funny was i tried to play dis game yesterday...and i played like i played netball..hahahaha.....dapat bola trus stop with one leg static,not moving ahahahahaahaha....
Ketara ndataw men handball and masih lagi berjewa netball akakakaka....

Nahhh...ni muka sa masa balik dari padang...

Talampau panas smpi 1 ice-cream 500ml sa makan abis......

And this were those teachers yg jadi pengiring.....sa blm sampat bagaya sudahh si jeesa amik pics...cisss.....hahaha (err..mcm cigu juga kah muka sa???)

hihih..sampat bagaya...taw2 tu tangannn berbalang mcm zebra sudah tuuu...hehehe

I never thought i will be one this group when i was in secondary school...(jadi sigu maksud sa...cuz sa ni jajal...)

Hihi...nahhh ni nahhh muka sa yg kalapikkkk abis talampau panat jaga budak........

katara kannn tangan tuuu berbelanggg..muka galaps...yg paling siukkk tu ice cream...hahahaha...si Jeesa p amik ereiii...(taw2..posing jak nehh hahaha)

Dats all about me as a teacher....wpun after being a teacher...but i still be myself..masih lagi jajal bahhhh...hehehehe.....

P/s= nda juga bah tension jadi siguuu..hihihi

Sexy?????or Seksa??

2009-04-26T16:57:00.004+08:00

hehehe.....hummm i was spending my weekend at my home in KB and as usual i will be babysit my niece...Trisha Carmen De Guzman....weird name huh????hehehe...Apa tidak...mixed blood between my brother in law which is Philiphinos and my Sis dusun (maybe sikit cina from my mum's side but i prefer being a dusun..hehehehe)

And my niece fav's song is MAHKLUK TUHAN YANG PALING SEKSI....
If she taking a nap with my mum in my mum's room..all of sudden ada tu video clip d tv..
Belariiiiilahhh dia keluarr just to menari2...tiru the singer dancing and singing the song...

Becuz of my jajalness and got 1 time...i sing the song with my own version without knowing my niece si Bem Bem (i called her by this name...hehe) was behind me....and my version was like dis

" Kamulah makhluk Tuhan..
Yang tercipta yang paling buduh..."

HAHAHAHAHA...<---the laughed i heard from my behind..my niece rupanya...after she terdengar i sang the song like dat..she kept on following me...and repeat the word "Buduh" Becuz of this...i been scolded by my mum..huhuhuh... so...next time kalau ada budak lagi masih...please don't say anything like buduh or wut so ever..budak2 akan ikutt tu...pa lagiii between years 3-5 years old...heheheh..they learnt thru seeing, hearing and touching...or in others words..they will amending wut people around them doing...hehehe So...look at this video...tgklahhh sendiri betapa jajalnya dia....so???? Sexy or Seksa cara dia menari???or cute???ekekekekekek

(psst..psst..the voice behind the video were me,my lil bro and my big bro..
and this video was captured in bilik orang bujang...paham2 jak lahhh..hehehe~~)

Dare to show ur feelings???

2009-04-26T01:08:00.000+08:00

Recently at my working place (yeahhh...d skool lah bah tuu...) lots of tekanan among all of us..
Yupes....its becuz of the visit of Nazir...(but unlucky..nda sampai p skool kami...YEY!!!! Gembiranya saaaaaaa......Jumping Happily around....~~)

As i mentioned before, we need to update the files...and all of us did the excellent jobs by did their jobs independently...heheh...and some of us also did well by asking others to do their jobs...(maybe not much....but still make the others makan ati...) For example, i did my last year examination analysis (for my fail panitia) all by my self..from year 1 until year 6..i asked my S/U peperiksaan the results and did it ALL BY MYSELF... But i wonder....y some of the Ketua Panitia couldn't did the same things i did? And i need to do the analysis of Level 2 science's examination for him....urghhhhhhhhh!!!!! Mmg nda puas ati! But i tried to do the analysis silently...and when i submit the analysis to him and heard some comment from his mouth...YEAHHH...It's time for me to show my true Feeling!!!

" Duiii...sorry lahhh kalau nda menepati...sbb sa pun buat analisis sa sendiriiiii.....sama kita soma sama2 sibuk jg kann.....ada keja masing2....(jadi pandai2lah kasi bagus mana2 yg nda tepat kio-ni dalam ati jak lahhh...cuz sa smpt fikir jaga ati urg tua...~~)??"

Hehehe...dats me now...when i feel dat i need to say something dat i think it is true for me...(may be not true for the others...) i will say it out...softly....eheheh..ndalah bah jg ganas...:D.... and maybe becuz of this attitude jg...ada yg cakap i'm a bit sensitive now a day...can't bawa jokes...hehehe....leks bahh...it's not dat i lost my sense of humor.....sometimes i just need a topic to provoke some others feeling jg...hahahahaha(mcm recently the topic pasal Beautiful..hihihi...azie jan lah bah ko nda mo joking sama sa......)

I learnt to speak it up when i could see dat people around me kept amik kesempatan with my silentness???? humm...what is the correct word to say aaar....lebih kurang lahh....hihih....ekceli Orang yang nda pandai melawan was the correct phrase to describe about me b4...nah...kan kan...hehehe...

But i know...hev to look at the situation if want to LAWAN BALIK cakap juga....hehe....lawan and at the same time jaga ati???? bulih kah tu aaar??? hihih

So guys??? Dare to show ur Feelings??????Like this child???When he feels want to cry then he sits and cry??? hehehehe......

p/s= Show ur feelings but in a better ways so that no one hurts......yeahh.. i will i will...~~

Beauty?????What is the meaning of beauty????

2009-04-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

Well.....this topic is usually been talking here and there.....since "azali" lagi lahh...
SO??? Wut is the meaning of BEAUTY actually????hihih.....I suddenly wanted to write down my view here not becuz of after i've got

The comment that been send to me from one of my closed friend....hehheheeh........
Jadi??? In their eyes sa nda cantik lahhhh????????Marah ni marahhhhhhhhhh!
Hahaha...ndalahhhh....But thanks btw...for reminding me the facts of life... :D....but.....
jan lupa....i'm still cute..and please dun take away my "CUTE" dis time???hehehehe
(psst means...let me in my world of cuteness....hak hak hak...and dun let me realized that i'm not dat cute at all..abis gentua sudah kann...hahahahaha....)

So...back to the topic.....what is the meaning of BEAUTY???
"Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder..."
Some people says :
" Beauty is relate to Physical attractiveness. Physical attractiveness is the perception of the physical traits of an individual human person as pleasing or beautiful. It can include various implications, such as sexual attractiveness and physique. Judgment of attractiveness of physical traits is (1) partly universal to all human cultures, (2) partly dependent on culture and society, and (3) partly a matter of individual subjective preference. When people judge other people it is most commonly because of their physical appearance."

Hahaha...so....we look at the different of view about beauty lagi..
The characterization of a person as “beautiful”, whether on an individual basis or by community consensus, is often based on some combination of Inner Beauty, which includes psychological factors such as personality, intelligence, grace, congeniality, charm, integrity, congruity and elegance, and Outer Beauty, (i.e. physical attractiveness) which includes physical factors, such as health, youthfulness, sexiness, symmetry, averageness, and complexion.

Heheh...we see the others view lagiii:
While most species use physical traits and pheromones to attract mates, some humans claim to rely on the inner beauty of their choices. Qualities including kindness, sensitivity, tenderness or compassion, creativity and intelligence have been said to be desirable since antiquity.

So now guys...As you know...Beauty is very subjective thing...Mistu kamu penah went through this kind of situation :
1st situation

"Uiksss...cantiknya tu sumandakkk oyo......." "Mana??? Tu ko bilang cantik???"

2nd situation :

"Adoiiii...cantik jak tuuu nah cewek tapi gaya.....ereiiii..."

So????Which u all prefer??? The beauty without Inner beauty? Or the average one with the Inner Beauty??? Let me simplelize it lahh....U choose INNER BEAUTY or OUTER BEAUTY????

I personally choose INNER BEAUTY...cuz...when ur inner self is great and beauty...it will show on ur face.....Peace yo....~~

Psst..psst...."Hopefully teda yg terasa dis view of mine... :)....."

FB'ing when i was busy....~~(and my imagination...)

2009-04-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

Wut a day....!!! i was really tension with my works and my internet connection was not so ok this recently...maybe becuz of the condition of this recently weather....kuat anginnnnnnn.......
Dats y...when i had the oppurtunity to update my status in FB i did it dengan bersungguh2...hahaha.... I did updating my status in FB but i dunno when...on thursday or wednesday....then after that....line nda bagusss....so i cudn't checked my FB for a few days till dis nite....hua hua hua...see the comments from my friends??? make me laughed and release my tenses...hihhh...well..LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE bahh am i rite???yesss sure i am...hehehehe..~~.....

Nahh...tgk lah nehhh hihih.....
p/s = All the name that mentioned above are in the same profisien like me....hummm..they like my status???? hihihi...ni comment...but surely they are also in my situation...(PSST..PSST...Nazir mo datang bahhh dats y sibukkk~~)

p/s again : Sa malas mo buat keja.....! huhuhuh.......wut a hectic life....bulih kah tanam pukuk duit???or i wish dat i am a miss comet now...saying my recite and swing my stick...everythings will be owrite? or shud i called doraemon to give me a good stuff and make my works done just a snap of my fingers? haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...dreaminggggggggggg~~

2 days to go.......huhuh

2009-04-17T13:11:00.001+08:00

Another two days for me to do my preparation for the nazir's visit...
I don't have enough sleep....
I don't even remember i did take my lunch or dinner....hua hua hua...(tapi ingat kasi update blog behhh...ekekeke)
My eyes bag mcm MR Panda oredi...ekekeke.....
Here some pics to show u my table in the staff room this few days....

Need to do the Buddy System report...need to complete the 3 inch tabal dia...hua hua hua

See the fail???Blm lagi under my table...fail yg berkurun lama nda kana updated...
sampai sa posting baruuuu kana updated....

See my stuff???hehehehe........

This was my table before the busiest day in my life...........hahahaha....compare it by ursev..*wink..

So...wish me luck for the Nazir pny lawatannnn......

busyyy..Busyyy...Busy.....

2009-04-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

Lots of things to do before next week...
Too little time to prepare...
My English Committee's Fail....
My class's Fail...
My Compter's lab fail...
My dat..my dis....urghhhhhhhhhhh....
So...who said become a teacher sinang jak????Banyak cuti...bla..bla..bla...
If i concentrate with my teaching....what will happened to my hal2 urusan di sekolah???
If i concentrate with the pengurusan stuff...then what will happened to my pupils???????
Lalalal....did anyone knows the dilemma of being a teacher??? I guess people will only see the kesiokan banyak cuti but not the bebanan kerja as a teacher right???hehehe....
And now....i really dunno what to do......hopefully i will get my motivation to do my works...dis nite....hua hua hua.......................................................
P/s.....For those who wanted to be a teacher...think twice...hehehe...but once u are in this profisien then do the best for our next generation....bak kata sa pny Pengarah di IPKS (keningau 2007)..."jangan jadi lilin yang mengorbankan diri untuk menerangi orang lain...tetapi jadilah bintang dilangit yang sentiasa menerangi kegelapan malam.." lebeh kurang lahhh...hahahaha

Terlanjur cinta

2009-04-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

"waktu bergulir lambat
merantai langkah perjalanan kita
berjuta cerita terukir dalam
menjadi sebuah dilema

mengertikah engkau
perasaanku tak terhapuskan

malam menangis
tetes embun membasahi mata hatiku
mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang tlah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan
[ Terlanjur Cinta (feat. Pasha Ungu) lyric found on www.lirik.tv ]

reff:
aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
dan tlah kuberikan seluruh hatiku
tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku

aku pun tak mengerti yang terjadi
apa salah dan kurang ku padamu
kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
karna sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta

mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang tlah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan"

I'm not good in expressing my feelings...but this lyrics of songs...which i heard from the AF student...Hafiz ( cute behh dia......suka sa tgk dia..beside he got the voice compare to the others in AF7).....can speak out my feelings.....Urghhh...how i wishhh that person know what actually inside my heart...hehehehe....:P.....aiks..mana tu video dia aaar...? ndapalahh next tym i will put the video inside my blog...:)..blessed Easter to everyone....~~

HaPpY Easter......~~

2009-04-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hummm.......Seems like my celcom broadband connection a bit slow in my kampung...so...
baruuuu skrg sa dapat update sa pny blog...hehehe...

09.04.2009-White Thursday.....
I went back to my kampung in KB this day dengan kepala yg pening2....after the school bell rang sharp...1.00pm....hua hua hua.....Sampai jak di umah....took my shower..and immediately went to the church...since all my family members have the other commitment....jadi terpaksa lah sa satu urg p church....instead of i went back home after the mass..i decided to join the berjaga2 in church until 1 am....huhuhuh....mmg....sampai jak di umahhh....(my mum still waiting for me....cian juga dia...hehehe anak memeh kannn sa...:P.....)brushed my teeth and washed my face...ehhhh silap....washed my cute face.. :P thennn i went to my bed and ZzzZZzZzzZzzz......

10.04.2009 - Good Friday.....
5.45am...i woke up earlier...cuz i already set in my mind that i will follow the station of the cross in Bukit Pibabasan Kampung Bangkahak.....beside...i will tumpang the Rector of St.Edmund Church...hua hua hua...malas bah mo drive...heheheh........

7.30 am....At the Bukit Pibabasan....started the station of the Cross...MUMMY!! Men tinggi tu bukit......hmmm....dis tym i tried to be in Christ's shoes....kali lagiii tinggi tu bukit dia daki sambil bawa the heavy cross.....How i feel dat i am truly a sinners dis tym....i have my oppurtunity to carry the cross in a group....hmmmm........i almost dropped my tears.......
I thought i couldn't finished the station of the cross.....but THANKS GOD...sampai juga last station....mcm besa...amik pics...then turun the bukit Pibabasan....balik rumahh cuci kaki....berkipas kijap...thennnnn.....ZZzzZZzzZZZ....

1.30Pm....wake up....take a bath....(my mum membebel...cuz nda mandi trus tertidurrrrr d lantai bilik tidur sa...hahaha)..make a preparation.....went back to church with mum..dad...and lil bro...for the "CIUM SALIB"....It was so solemn...and mcm besa..i almost dropped my tears...

5.30pm..back to home....eat my dinner......hihih.....since my cousin stayed with us...dia lah jadi tukang masak...hahah.....waited till 7.00pm...no phone called from my friend sbb mo balik p church to decorate the church....naik atas to my bedroom...doing some works...and limpang2 kijap....ZZzZZzzZZzzz....

8.30pm...i received 1 sms from my friend..."ko nda datang???banyak keja owhh.." humm...bangun mandi and went back to church...my mum smpt pesan.." Jan talampau lewat balik..." huhuh.......

At the church..doing some decoration work...cari2 my hp...alalala...inside my car....!! My friend pinjam kijap p hospital...when she came back from hospital...i took my hp and got one sms from Clare UN.site..saying that she was sad...aiks...???pasal pa????tried to reach her hp back...no one sambut....but nda lama....ada sms....rupa2nya...pasal p Bali...duinahhh claricee.....nokotigok my heart...cis!! ehehh

12.30am- blm siap keja...but bawa soma balik umahhh...cuz sa yg hantar yg lain balik...smpai rumah....my mum opened the front door for me....ciannn ehh dia...brushed my teeth...washed my cute face...ZzZZzZzZZzZZZzz

11.04.09 -Easter Eve...
8.00am- woke up....nda larat....tidooo balikkkk....till 10.30am...hak hak hak.....my friend called..."Uiksss Choir Practice.....mana ko????" heheheh...
At Church till 6.00 pm...My GOD!!!! Mass begin at 7.00 PM.....kelam kabut....mandi....mikap seringkas2nya....and make my family lintang pukang preparing themself...hehehe......5 minutes b4 7.00pm....jalan p church....luckily....baruuu soma org menuju arah unggun api...hua hua hua...nasib bek blm start...phewww....the mass was so solemn....and finished between 11.00pm...hihih....balik umahhh.....tido....ZzzZZZzz

12.04.09- Blessed Easter!!!
8.30am....the mass begin...and finished around 10 smthing....after mass...i went to Tamu KB with my sis and my cuzzie....tot drg awal mo balik...tau2....duiii....shopping here and there....pompuannn lah katakan....arrived at home around 1.30pm....take a bath...makan...then 2.15pm balik Ranau......along the way to Ranau...it's raining....haiyaaa..sudahlahh sa blm lagi berapa expert driving dalam ujan...kabus lagi tuuu....terpaksa slowly drive....arrived Pekan Ranau around 4.15pm.....tapau KFC for dinner.....amik air minummm sana mesin....then masuk p skool....arrived at school 1 minutes b4 6.00 pm...hahaha...

Nahhh berapa hari pny nie sa kasi ceta???ekekekke....but....here some pictures to describe the days that i said...:)...enjoy....

The Kid during the Station of The Cross......

Last Station......

The Unggun api...hihih....

The Easter Candle....

Me and My friend Rina....