Who am i for u?

I know...i will be in a great distance with him starting from tomorrow....for a month...
But that's ok for me...cuz i used to be "not all the time together" with him from the beginning...

But...i'm really tired of being no body in his life..
Yes..of course we both know...we do care of each other..and have a special bonding within us...
But...by not replying my sms? and by not listening to me when i really need someone to listen to me???? By arguing each of my action that i couldn't told him when i need him to listen to me?

He called me just now...
And ...he asked me..."Who am i for u?" and I asked him back " Same question from me here..
Who am i for u???"
Then we both started to argue....*sigh...

But one thing that make me dropped my tears....he said "Put all your works 1st and put me on the last in your life..." and becuz of my stubbornness..I simply said " As u wish for..." (taw2 menangis sudah ni uakakakkakkaka....)

Haishhh....lots of things we arguing but it's all make me getting tired....

With my workload and this kind of situation...i think i started to plan my vacation...

Haisssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....kalaulahhhhh.................

Recently listening to.....

Yey...finally i could upload the Video Clip from Marsha...

Enjoy ya... :)

Yang terbaik

Hmm...recently been a lot of things i'd been through...hardest things in my life but..life must goes on btw... :D...

and i heard a new song from Marsha...Yang terbaik.... :)...quite expressing myself...

Lirik Lagu Yang Terbaik - Marsha

Ku selalu memikirkan tentang kita
Apa punya harapan yang dikejar
Kerna aku masih penuh rasa ragu
Melihat kau seperti tak bersungguh

Jika kau mencinta
Berikanlah kurasa

Korus
Diriku dah berikan yang terbaik
Dan bukannya nak mengungkit
Siapa benar siapa salah
Siapa menang siapa kalah

Dah berikan yang terbaik
Memaksa hati merisik
Mungkin kau bukan teman hidup
Yang terbaik untukku

Memang benar ku amat menciantai mu
Dan harapkan di sana pun begitu
Tetapi kau tak luahkan perasaan
Apa lagi memberikan ku kasih

Jika kau mencinta
Berikanlah kurasa

Diriku dah berikan yang terbaik
Dan bukannya nak mengungkit
Siapa benar siapa salah
Siapa menang siapa kalah

Dah berikan yang terbaik
Memaksa hati merisik
Mungkin kau bukan teman hidup
Yang terbaik untukku

:).....

Bingung + Flu=.....

Huhuhu....Sorry...it's been a long time i didn't updated my blogs...due to the load of works in school....

Yesterday...when i came back from work..i feel dizzy...couldn't bear the dizziness i had...i went to sleep all the afternoon till 4pm...when i woke up and when to take my shower.....siiiikit lagi jatuh tangga...because of the "fening2 lalat"....

After took my shower...my tummy said "ellowww tuan....sa teda makan tengahari...kriuuuk" hehehehehe....Ok...now...its show time.....I'm cooking the meal for me and my housemate's bro...(since she went to the camping this few days)...nah ko...ntah pa2 yg dimasak oleh sa....ekekek...but luckily...my housemate's bro nda pilih makan pny budak...pa yg ada di depan mata....d makan.... eheheheh...

Then..malamnya....i felt so cold....but warm inside my body.....yeps...I've got fever.....yey!! hehehe...mangkali lah yey...i don't even like when it's come to sickness.....sangat menyeksakan!!!

And i went to bed early.....b4 that...i sms somebody but no replied from him...*sigh...ndapalah...
sakit sendiri yg tanggung mahhh.....

Today!!! I started my works with a cup of nescafe...(i'm not the person who really into the coffee things..but recently...i like it very much...ndataw sepa sa terjangkit) and with the flu i and the pending works on my table..it's get me bingung....@ confuse to start the works...heheh...but....ndapalahhh kita minumm dulu.... :P

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