My thought,My life and My view....

Happy New Year all...

Just find out that somebody is hurting me again.....

Stuck with the "feeling" things....

Just hate it when someone knows that they hurting ur emotionally but keep doing the same thing again and again...

*sigh*

Maybe i'm just a stupid person in their eyes.....
its ok....maybe they are right...

*haishhhhh* (again sighing....)

I just wanna scream out loud...to their faces....and tell them how much i'm getting hurt.........

*haishhhh......*

But..its ok.....if they threat me as i'm no body to them...then treat me in that way......

i just getting bored with them....

Happy New Year all.... with the tears at the corner of my eyes....

*for heaven sake...who am i for you? a stupid dumb2 little girl?????????"

Tears..sadness..no one knows..
Smile and laugh
Pretending everythings will be ok
I.'m just tired

will you know the pain inside me?
I bet you won't
cuz you only care of yourself..

Oh tears,
let me be glad cuz u r the only
loyal companion to me
beside You my Lord..

Don't say i'm weak when you know that i've been crying all nite long,
Don't you know that i cried becuz i've been too strong all this time?
Don't say i'm judging those people who come and interfere in my life,
Don't you know that their real attitude are right in front of my nose and i just told u what i saw?
Don't say that i am too ego to admit my mistakes,
Don't you know that i tried to back myself up while u are too busy backing up other people who doesn't need it?

Try to be me for a while,
Try to be in my shoes..
But no you won't,
cuz you are not being fair with me
and what its important is u are not me..
Cuz being me is not easy as being u..

I am a busy bee,
buzzing here and there,
Busybody i'm certainly not..

Like others i need my time expand,
but can i do that?
Hohoho
anyway i like the life with the busy stuff

but still i am tired with life..
Still that rest i must,
and that's me
busy as the bee

(i never thought i can write the crazy poem here hehe)

Blessed day ahead guys